You also stole your dad's porn didn't you?
Well, I did, I can remember uncovering it in grade 8, I was searching the high cupboards for GOD knows what when I uncovered the scandal, well that was until I finally prayed my dad go away for the night or weekend and left me alone with the truth! Watching porn
that time was so exciting, watching it full on was really pleasing, how the wonders of the real world opened up at that time, no longer did I think that when older people talked about "vry" they meant "sex".
This was borderline fun, and the sensation I got from the whole experience was mind blowing
, it is there that I met Ona Zee
, the "mature" porn star, I loved her so much. It would seem that me and my dad shared the same likeness at the time, because he seemed to know exactly what I liked? Strange ha?
Every time I put my hand, outstretched into that cupboard, I felt a new dawn, a new movie was laying around there scattered around the many, many titles of Loslyf and Hustler magazines. I could not wait for them to leave so that I can have my moment every teenager would dream of, many times I would watch all the movies and read all the magazines in there, and just bask in the ambiance of all that is PORN
. I even thought I'd become a porn
star one day just for the fun of having copious amounts of sex all the time with fine woman!
I soon discovered many of my friends have the same feel as I do, and they also went on a witch hunt for all that is porn
in their houses, funny enough, they all found some form of jerk off
*ladies dont read that* material in their homes, SHOCKING I know! We soon became enticed to take the risk of exchanging the stuff, and yes, it did change hands all the time! We fought many times over the best tapes, and where to watch it.....never again will you see guys watch porn together and respect it.
I can clearly say now that watching porn
has taught me a lot, lets just say I know how to do porn
stuff, what I do find interesting is that I do not view woman as many would think a porn
freak would, well a grown up porn
freak would just freak any one out, but when your young and learning, it is just ART! Man I knew all the "good" scenes and all the not so good scenes, I can now say that I have a high sex drive, I did have sex before deciding to wait for Batsheba until we get married, but I don't like the idea that the copious amounts of porn
i watched while being a teenager is to blame for my high sex drive?
I can remember how I used to develop clever tactics to get the magazines in the toilet, I would figure out great ideas on how to get the magazines in and out without being noticed, and I stayed in the bathroom for a long time, it was like taking a pee, I had to do it everyday! This may sound alarming to some of our woman readers, I am sorry, i just had to blog about my ways when I grew up, and this was part of my life, I dare say about 70% thereof?
I was not interested in girls, booze or anything the teenager should be interested in, I just had my own world, with hot girls and great porn
! I never got caught, I was too good at it, I can now say I will not look at porn
any more, once you've felt and seen the flesh of a naked woman, all the Ona Zee's and the double...ehem, well all that porn
stuff gets over shadowed by your love and lust for this person, it becomes more than just sex, it becomes a higher grade of pleasure, one that satisfies and dissatisfies, but you still love it!
More to cum..ehem, come on my porn
The OS is outie and so misses the PORN