I wasn't part of the apartheid regime, I was to young to understand it. But hence I am still a rasist in modern eyes. Because I am white -(so the lady at the bank tells me)- I cant get a business loan, even though I have had an account and perfect record sinse I was 7. Because I am white I do not qualify to apply for a Start Up loan with Kagiso. If I start a bursary for white young men, I would be a racist. But you start a scholarsip for young black men, and it is justified. I have to count my words so that you can turn it around as you please to make it of racial relevance. I understand your pain. But it has been almost 15 years now. How do you want to move ahead if you hold on to a pain that belonged to your fathers and mothers. They moved on, but their children are now exploiding the past to their benefit. Today I urge the nurses of South Africa to go back and do your work. Not because I am white and you are black... But because we are human...