This year has been the most emotional year of my life . Losing my Dad on New Years morning was such a tremendous loss to my family , we are still coming to terms with this tragedy . On Sunday 1st July another heart breaking tragedy occured in my family with my 16year old cousin in London committing suicide . I feel as if another part of my heart has died. There are no words to describe the feeling of the heart . I found this quote which sums up what i feel " Tears are the words the heart can not express".
There are a million questions , a million memories and a million tears. I found this poem in a card someone had sent to us during Dad's funeral and it seemed very appropriate so i thought i would share it .
Letter from HEAVEN:
To my dearest Family , Somethings I would like to say , but firstly I have to say I have arrived safely. I am writing this from Heaven, here where I dwell with God above. Here there is no more tears just eternal love.Please done be unhappy cause I am out of sight, remember I am with you morning , noon and night.On the day I had to leave this earth , God picked me up and hugged me said " I welcome you ,it is good to have you back yu were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family they will be here later on. I needed you badly you are part of my plan."
Dont be afraid to cry it is good to relieve the pain ,remember there can be no flowers without the rain.There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb.When you are walking down the street and you got me on your mind, I am walking in your footsteps only half a step behind you AND when its time for you to go from your body to be free REMEMBER YOU ARE NOT GOING .........YOU ARE COMING TO ME ....... REST IN PEACE MY DARLING DIAMOND PRIYANKA.LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER......"The HEART that has truly LOVED never FORGETS "