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Right here, right now.

Posted by TheLostSanity
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on Tuesday, 27 November 2007
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Again a sit thinking where I'm heading. What the future holds, or if it holds anything at all? My it's up to me to determine what the future holds instead of just waiting to see what happens?

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Damn Co-Workers!

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on Wednesday, 14 November 2007
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Today I learnt what the most frustrating thing in the world is. It’s not traffic, taxi drivers or those irritating people that phone at night to sell funeral plans.

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Keep Walking

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on Wednesday, 14 November 2007
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In life we always try to stay one step ahead, to go further. This applies to all aspects of life.

We want a better job with a better salary. We want that new BMW or that Sandton apartment. We want great relationships with friends, family and partners. We sacrifice many things to get what we want, some worth sacrificing some regrettably sacrificed.

Sometimes we get ahead of the game and life is great. Everything is going to plan and we couldn’t be happier, whether this is true happiness or bought happiness we don’t care because it just feels right.

Then life reminds us that she is the boss and we shouldn’t get too comfortable. You get a great big kick in the teeth and realize that things aren’t as good as you thought.

You are no longer one step ahead, in fact you not even level. You find yourself two or three steps behind. You feel like everything you’ve done was a waste a waste of time and all the sacrifices you made worthless.

But by doing nothing you just fall further behind the game, we need to swallow our pride, take a big bite of the humble pie and keep going.

Johnny Walker says it best: KEEP WALKING!

So next time you’re ahead of the game and all is good, remember that life is breathing down your neck quietly sneaking up on you. Don’t get complacent and think you’ve made it. Keep walking and walking and walking….

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Lost Souls Forever

Posted by TheLostSanity
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on Monday, 12 November 2007
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Why do we have the curiosity to enter another dimension, to be released form reality?
Why do we love it so much that we that we long to go back after just on visit?

I believe it is because the real world is where our bodies live but our souls long to be in a different realm, ideally spiritual but any detatchment from reality will do.
In this other dimension we open up to our true selves – this is our inner being, stripped of the daily mask of a physical body.

After one visit to the other side our souls start to awake, and for some this the first time they realse their soul.
The soul is stronger than the physical being and once awaken we start to live more through our souls less through the body.

As the soul takes over the urge to leave reality gets stronger, we long for more visits form the to that other place.
We eventually get to a point when this fake chemical induced detatchment from reality is no longer enough. We then don’t want to enter this dimension any longer and start to search for a place far more meaningful and less temporary.

Unfortunately only a few of us find this place. We find it in ourselves, in others, in places and for some in their God.
When we reach the place we are finally happy for the first time with no pretence and no masks.

There are very few who find this place. The rest fall away, drifting for eternity. Lost souls forever.
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Skin and Steel

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on Friday, 09 November 2007
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You can feel the anticipation, though deep down you don't want to do it. Goose bumps appear on your skin at the slightest touch of steel.

You take a deep breath as the blade draws near, preparing for the initial sharp burning pain. As the blade splits your skin you feel that uncomfortable yet familiar sensation that takes you where you want to be.

Your skin contracts and tightens up, your breathing getting deeper as the sharp pain turns to pleasure and release of all that was on your mind.

At the time it is beautiful. The feeling of warm blood trickling down your arm lets you know you did something properly. You feel your frustrations, anger and depression being released form that one spot. The blood symbolising this.

You know you going to hate what you doing to yourself afterwards, but it's too late now and you don't really care. Now you long for the sensation of steel meeting skin, to feel the way you do for that moment. All you want to see is the blood running down your body carrying all the is released. The more blood the better you feel.

You try and hind the scars but you can't always hide them form everyone. You don't know what to say when questioned about them, and now you realise what you doing to yourself and how much you hate it.

The scars will either be a temptation for more or a reminder of that place you don't want to revisit. You live with these scars forever, forever tempted or forever reminded.
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All you want to be?

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on Thursday, 08 November 2007
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I often wonder if I have any purpose, if there is any great significance of me being on this planet. There are very few that have any significance in this world.

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DarkLight

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on Wednesday, 07 November 2007
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The dark soul moving with no direction, intrigued and attracted to the light.
The light soul searching, pitying yet fascinated by the dark.

Two opposite souls, drawn together through mystery and love.
One stained with blood, the other a pure spirit.

Dark corrupting the light, the light saving the dark.
Two souls in infinite battle, yet never torn apart.
Always getting closer and finding strength in each other.

Two opposite souls eternally entwined in a dusky equilibrium.

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